FIDLAR LYRICS
album: "Too" (2015)
40oz. On Repeat
I don’t know why it’s so difficult for me
To talk to somebody I don’t know
Well I’ve tried to ask you out about a thousand times
In my head, you just always say “no”
And I don’t care at all, I’ll drink some alcohol
It’ll make me who I really wanna be
But I’m that kind of special person that drinks too much
Cause nobody understands me
Because everybody’s got somebody, everybody but me
Why can’t anybody just tell me that I’m somebody’s?
I’m gonna lock myself inside my room
With this 40 ounce on repeat
I thought that if I cleaned up my act
It’ll help me understand exactly who I am
But I hate to say that it just don’t work like that
Cause I’m a special individual I don’t need no plan
But I got bills to pay, and I got pills to take
Cause I’m born and raised in the USA
And I’ll just scream and shout, that I’ll never sell out
I’ll never sell out, man!
Wait... how much?
Because everybody’s got more money, they got more money than me
Why can’t anybody just give me some more money?
Because everybody’s got somebody, everybody but me
Why can’t anybody just tell me that I’m somebody’s?
I’m gonna lock myself inside my room, with the television on repeat
Because everybody’s got somebody, everybody but me
Why can’t anybody just tell me that I’m somebody’s?
Because everybody’s got somebody, everybody but me
Why can’t anybody just tell me that I’m somebody’s?
I’m gonna lock myself inside my room, with this 40 ounce on repeat
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Punks
Well I'm still alive
And you are too
I still can't get myself outta' you
Well I'll just get high
And you will too
I still can't get myself outta' you
Well I'm still alive
And you are too
I can't get my life outta' you
Well I'll just get high
And you will too
I still can't get my life outta' you
Well I'm still alive
And I have you
I still can't get my life outta' you
Relationships are fucking wild
Wanna smoke weed
Wanna smoke crack
And girlfriend or boyfriend
Can suck my dick
Masturbate
Let's make it quick
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West Coast
Checked out, I'm waiting for the weekend
Coked up, It's alright I'm leaving
But I don't ever wanna go
Skip school, I'm already failing
Told mom and dad that I'm bailing
Now we're driving up the coast
Cracked out and sleepless in Seattle
Got drunk and barfed on my shadow
I don't ever wanna go
Got high and ended up in Portland
But you can't find liquor in Oregon
So we'll just talk and bum some smokes
Woke up, you caught me with a smile
Passed out on your bathroom tile
And I think that this is soap
So sad, I should've told her something
Call her up and talk about nothing
But I forgot I lost my phone
And all my friends, they just stay the same
I'm growing up but nothing's changing
I'm so sick of this stupid place
It's so suburban and so boring
I should try and get a life
But I don't want that 9 to 5
I'd rather die, keep getting high
So pack my things and say goodbye
Checked out, I'm waiting for the weekend
Checked out, I'm waiting for the weekend
Checked out, I'm waiting for the weekend
Checked out, I'm waiting for the weekend
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Sober
Oh my God, are you seriously gonna do this right know?
Look, I'm trying to get better but
I can't do that when every goddamed thing is about you
And why do I have to figure out why I'm like this
And still treat you like a princess
But what about me?
I'm a fucking princess too
So treat me like one
And don't tell me what to do
Ok go ahead
Ok go ahead
What? You are the one making this whole situation awkward
I'm just asking you
How you are and you say
"Oh I can't be bothered"
What is this? High school?
You said that I'm immature
And suck at my life
Exactly is it's my life
And you know what? Don't tell me what to do
I figured as I got older that life just sucks when you get sober
I figured out when I got sober that life just sucks when you get older
You know what? So what?
I wash my hands from this shit
I don't need you
And I don't need them
And I don't need her
And I don't need him
And it's just incredible
That you expect everyone to be on your schedule
Cause it's always been about you
But now you can't tell me what to do
I figured as I got older that life just sucks when you get sober
I figured out as I got sober that life just sucks when you get older
I figured out as I got sober that life just sucks when you get older
I figured out as I got sober that life just sucks when you get older
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Leave Me Alone
I’m a stupid
So stupid
And a hopeless
Romantic
I guess I’m damaged
But I’ll manage
In my room all by myself
Be dramatic
Alright I'm lazy
And fucking crazy
And you think I'm putting on some kind of act
But this is me, me, me, me, me
And you know what's sick
I kinda like it
That nobody I know really lives like this
But I love it
And I’ll say anything you want
Because I’m leaving in the morning
And maybe I should try to falling in love
But that just seems so boring
Too late to die young
And too young to burn out
(I'm so burnt out)
Or I can fade away
I just say that I’m happy now leave me alone
Leave me alone
I’m stupid, so stupid
And nothing in the world's gonna change my mind
So you can suck it
And I’m perfect, and I’m so worth it
I’m pretty, oh so pretty, look at me
You know you want it
And I’ll say anything you want
Because I’m leaving in the morning
And maybe I should try to falling in love
But that just seems so boring
Too late to die young
And too young to burn out
(I'm so burnt out)
Or I can fade away
I just say that I’m happy now leave me alone
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Drone
Running down the avenues
Makes no difference what you do
Hiding in the alleyway
They won't hear what you say
I wanna be a drone
I wanna be a drone
No more
I can see the blue sky
Is it gonna to fly by
Living like a parasite
I wanna be a drone
I wanna be a drone
No more
Running down the avenue
Makes no difference what you do
Hiding in the alleyway
They won't hear what you say
Running down the avenues
Makes no difference what you do
Hiding in the alleyway
They won't hear what you say
I wanna be a drone
I wanna be a drone
I wanna be a drone
I wanna be a drone
No more
No more
No more
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Why Generation
There's a secret we wanna know
But you keep it yea you keep it for your own
And all the kids all the kids wanna know
Where do I belong where do I go
And they tell you
Why generation
Why generation
Why generation
Why generation
There's a secret we wanna know
How the hell how the hell we supposed to know
How to live in the twenty-first century
When every move you make everyone can see
So they tell you
Why generation
Why generation
Why generation
Why generation
I remember the morning on my parents bed
TV screen was burning through my head
There's a bad bad man in our land
Why'd he do will we ever understand
And they tell you
Why generation
Why generation
Why generation
Why generation
Why generation
Why generation
Why generation
Why generation
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Overdose
1 1 1
Kick it
I wake up in the morning and I feel it in my knees
Toss and turn inside my bed
And all the shit that's in my head
Kickin' and I'm screamin' that I got a disease
Anything to get a fix
And hurry up, let's make it quick
I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel
Something real
Baby it's a problem that I can solve myself
Come on man, just lend a hand
Tell me what my fucking plan is
I know
Yeah I know
Yeah I know
I have to go
I have to go
I have to go
I have to go
Now I'm stuck waiting in a parking lot again
We can do this in the car
Or we can do this at the bar
Doesn't matter to me, I just wanna get that blend
Yeah I'll take another drink
And throw up in the kitchen sink
Drown all the voices that are stuck in my head
Tried to do the therapy
But that didn't work for me
Really gonna try not to overdose again
Consider what I'm up against
And I don't think it's gonna hurt deep
Yeah I mean
Yeah I mean
Yeah I mean
I can't breathe
I can't breathe
I can't breathe
I can't breathe
I'm just gonna crawl back inside my bed
I'm just gonna stay stuck inside my head
And I just wish that I was dead
And I just wish that I was dead
I can't breathe
I can't breathe
I can't breathe
I can't breathe
I can't breathe
I can't breathe
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Stupid Decisions
One day, I'll be coming home to you
Tonight's gonna be the night when you
Say goodbye and tell me everything's fine
Yeah, right
Okay, I should have been nicer to you
No way, I wouldn't have listened
I'm drunk in parking lots 'cos I can't afford the drinks at the bar
I didn't talk enough
And I took too many drugs
And I drank too much
Yeah, I made some
Stupid decisions
And I can't take them back
And now I'm home and I'm all alone
Wanna hit the road and make some
Stupid decisions
And I don't want them back
Alright, I think I'm gonna give it to you
That you're all kinds of crazy
So am I, I think I gotta grow up
So what?
I know you like to get methed up
I know that I get too drunk
And you can lie as long as you say that you'll be alright
We didn't talk enough
And we took too many drugs
And we drank too much
Yeah, we made some
Stupid decisions
And we can't take them back
And now you're gone and they're going on
And on and on, and we made some
Stupid decisions
And we don't want them back
Stupid decisions
And we don't want them back
One day I'll be coming home to you
One day I'll be coming home to you
One day I'll be coming home to you
One day I'll be coming home to you
Stupid decisions
Stupid decisions
Stupid decisions
Stupid decisions
Today I lost the best shitty job I ever had
Tomorrow I start working for my dad
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Bad Medicine
You say you miss her
And it's hard to be apart
Until the next girl you see
When you're drunk at the bar
You ask me why you do it
I couldn't care less
I just smile and shrug
No I wont say shit
About that bad medicine
That silver spoon
That you always had
Well you bent it up
And you burnt it black
So I'll take the bottle
You take that spoon
I'll shoot at the bar
You'll shoot in your room
I'll drown my liver lie and say I'm sick
While you shake in your room trying to kick
That bad medicine
You'll shake the needle
And the damage is done
But when it's time for "I'm sorry"
Cat's got your tongue
We'll be fine without that bad medicine
Till you're blacked out drunk and you piss on me again
We'll be fine without that bad medicine
Till you're blacked out drunk and you piss on me again
It's just that bad medicine
