RED SUN RISING Polyester Zeal LYRICS
album: "Polyester Zeal" (2015)
Push
As a deafening scream in my ear
As a beacon of light that blinds me
I've become
Out of Touch
With my mind
So now I push and pull you in and out
Shout out to everyone
Upon your finger cross
You'll lie to anyone
Lie
Cheat
Full
Sin
You told everyone
That you'll rob anyone
Exposed by the circle son
Lie
Teeth
Fool
Skin
You've been losing your voice from screaming
As the glimmer of light slowly fades
Hide your face
Now that you've become
Pivotal
Uniting us
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Amnesia
Everyday is the same but I complain about it
But I'm alright
Blue to grey it's mundane but there's something strange about it
But I got the right
And I'm not sick like you
I'm not burdened by the truth
This is it
Your only one moment in time
Don't be afraid to ever love
Lest the roses it the stone
This is it
Your only one moment in time
Release your grip
Don't trust your eyes
Take a breath
Life should be touched not choked to death
Slide the x through the square so I won't forget about it, tomorrow's come
Am I the only one that thinks the trouble with nothing is that it's fun
But I'm not sick like you
I'll never see the shit you do
I'm not burdened by the truth
This is it
Your only one moment in time
Don't be afraid to ever love
Lest the roses it the stone
This is it
Your only one moment in time
Release your grip
Don't trust your eyes
Take a breath
Life should be touched not choked to death
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The Otherside
I know I'm not as hot as the flame that burned here before me
I've been flipping through all your moments and tearing out memories
How long how long can you carry this note
How low, how low can we keep digging this hole
Until we come out on the other side
Crawling through mud, what's the difference
When you come out on the other side
Falling from grace, what's the difference
When you come out on the other side
The other side
The other side
Where you come out alone
Trying to wash all of my sins clean
I've gotten too filthy
The drain is full but still circles beneath me
Like a fool to sanity
How long how long can you carry this note
How low, how low can we keep digging this hole
Until we come out on the other side
Crawling through mud, what's the difference
When you come out on the other side
Falling from grace, what's the difference
When you come out on the other side
The other side
The other side
Where you come out alone
Will you come out alone
Will you come out at all
Will you come out alone
Crawling through mud, what's the difference
When you come out on the other side
Falling from grace, what's the difference
When you come out on the other side
The other side
The other side
Where you come out alone
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My Muse
Is your pain in your pleasure
Keep your guilt in bed with your treasures
I know you will
Cause I know you well
Spare me the reasons
By mistake you're turning the corner
Keep the faith in your false perception
And I know you will
Cause I know you well
Spare me the reasons
(Spare me the reasons)
And you'll keep going back
And I know you will
Cause I know you well
And I will always take you back
Cause I wish you well
Spare me the reasons
Your masquerade it never changed
You wear your mask in the dark
Manipulate when you're afraid
Separate from the start
And I know you will
Spare me the reasons
And you'll keep going back
And I know you will
Cause I know you well
And I will always take you back
Cause I wish you well
Spare me the reasons
I'll keep coming back
Cause I know I will
Cause I know I will
And you'll keep going back
And I know you will
Cause I know you well
And I will always take you back
Cause I miss you well
And you'll keep coming back
And I know you will
Cause I know you well
And I will always take you back
Cause I wish you well
Cause I wish you well
Spare me the reasons
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Emotionless
With lips closed and eyes sealed
You're sculpture with a pulse
I wanna capture your essence and keep it here forever little one
And I feel good about you not telling anyone
You'll just lie
Motionless
Emotionless
You're beautiful asleep
Motionless
Emotionless
You're beautiful asleep
You'll feel nothing as I send your soul away
How long will you last
And how long will you stay
As guilty as I feel, I'm making you beautiful forever
Until you rot away to nothing
We'll be perfect here together
I feel good about you not telling
I feel good about you
You'll just lie
Motionless
Emotionless
You're beautiful asleep
Motionless
Emotionless
You're beautiful asleep
Cause you're falling apart
Cause you're falling apart
At your seams
You are falling apart
You are falling apart
You'll just lie
Motionless
Emotionless
You're beautiful asleep
You'll just lie
Motionless
Emotionless
You're beautiful asleep
You'll just lie
Motionless
Emotionless
You're beautiful asleep
You'll just lie
Motionless
Emotionless
Disgusting now I see
You're falling apart at your seams
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Blister
Eye sores and catacombs
Injustice is a place on the globe
So point your finger
And give it a spin now
Cause there's no end to this wicked world
As long as there's blood on our hands
Faith is where profits lay
Symbols brand and segregate
A silver consequence drapes from our necks now
Lonely souls rely on holy goals
With no relevance and no evidence
Nothing to preach about
And there's no end to this wicked world
As long as there's blood on my hands
And there's no end to this wicked world
As long as there's blood on my hands
And there's blood on my hands
And there's blood on my hands
And there's blood on my
Mmm, blood on my
Mmm, blood on my hands
And there's no end to this wicked world
As long as there's blood on my hands
And there's no end to this wicked world
As long as there's blood on my hands
And there's blood on my hands
And there's blood on my hands
And there's blood on my
Mmm, blood on my
Mmm, blood on my hands
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Worlds Away
Worlds away I feel it raining
Let it trace your face
Through your eyes a storm escaping
Let it drain you
Cause we're not here for long
And we're moving too fast
Light is caving in
Where will we be when we crash
We're not here for long
And we're moving too fast
I wanna fade away into a dying star, alone
Take me far away to the moments I already know
If I could've ceased the day and the moments I let go
I could've changed the world
But the past is gone, now I walk this path alone
The blankest stares always see nothing
My reflection seems so dull
Another life may be beginning
I hope it doesn't leave me
Cause we're not here for long
And we're moving too fast
Light is caving in
Where will we be when we crash
We're not here for long
And we're moving too fast
I wanna fade away into a dying star, alone
Take me far away to the moments I already know
If I could've ceased the day and the moments I let go
I could've changed the world
But the past is gone, now I walk this path alone
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Unnatural
You're the most vicious mind
Pray on weakness that you find
Beauty caught greedy eyes
You have to see this or never see me again
True to form
Lost control
Can't blame logic anymore
Vision blurred
Cloudy Skies
You have to see this or never see me again
Natural
Who says it's Natural
You're playing God
And I figured you out
Let's lay this to rest in this moment it's now or never
You're such a beautiful liar
But you make it feel so natural
Feel so natural
You make it feel so natural
Narcissist
Bare the scars
Egocentric superstar
Curtain call
Judgment comes
You have to see this or never see me again
Natural
Who says it's Natural
You're playing God
And I figured you out
Let's lay this to rest in this moment it's now or never
You're such a beautiful liar
But you make it feel so natural
Feel so natural
You make it feel so natural
Natural
Who says it's Natural
You're playing God
And I figured you out
Let's lay this to rest in this moment it's now or never
You're such a beautiful liar
But you make it feel so natural
Feel so natural
You make it feel so natural
When judgement comes to us all
This is your final curtain call
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Awake
I need security too
To gain some traction here
A chain reaction telling me
If this is all it will ever be
Mistakes I made in theory
I need to clear the air
Embrace the fear, afraid to know
If this is all it will ever be
I watched the rain erase us all
Through the eyes of a waterfall
I bought the rights to own the air
So I can steal you, the breath from me
I will break your fall
And I will make you stay awake
I'll stay, awake, this is all that I'll ever be
Awake, I'll stay, awake, this is all that I'll ever be
What insecurity chose
But too polite to share
It always makes sense when not aware
That this is all that you'll ever be
It took the crack of a smile
To turn my head and stare
It made me forget what came to be
I'm not to you what you are to me
I watched the rain erase us all
Through the eyes of a waterfall
I bought the rights to own the air
So I can steal you, the breath from me
I will break your fall
And I will make you stay
Awake, I'll stay, awake, this is all that I'll ever be
Awake, I'll stay, awake, this is all that I'll ever be
And later down the line
You'll figure out
It's easier to hide
Lay it on the line
And figure out
It's easier to lie
Awake, I'll stay, awake, this is all that I'll ever be
Awake, I'll stay, awake, this is all that I'll ever be
This is all that I'll ever be, this is all
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Bliss
Eden is growing slow
The low hanging fruits are all we know
Set out for sky but I woke up alone
The most obvious dreams are the ones we let go
But I feel it sinking in
Yes I feel it sinking in
And I feel that my own bliss
Was pure ignorance
And I'm young and tired free
But I'm ready for anything
Unchained for the world to see
I found what I was born to be
And I'm young
I'm tired
But I'm fee
And I'm ready for anything
And I feel it sinking in
Yes I feel it sinking in
And I feel that my own bliss
Was pure ignorance
And I'm young and tired free
But I'm ready for anything
Unchained for the world to see
I found what I was born to be
And I feel it sinking in
Yes I feel it sinking in
And I feel that my own bliss
Was pure ignorance
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Imitation
Eden is growing slow
The low hanging fruits are all we know
Set out for sky but I woke up alone
The most obvious dreams are the ones we let go
But I feel it sinking in
Yes I feel it sinking in
And I feel that my own bliss
Was pure ignorance
And I'm young and tired free
But I'm ready for anything
Unchained for the world to see
I found what I was born to be
And I'm young
I'm tired
But I'm fee
And I'm ready for anything
And I feel it sinking in
Yes I feel it sinking in
And I feel that my own bliss
Was pure ignorance
And I'm young and tired free
But I'm ready for anything
Unchained for the world to see
I found what I was born to be
And I feel it sinking in
Yes I feel it sinking in
And I feel that my own bliss
Was pure ignorance
